hurt · pain

i dunno who to talk to.

i dunno what are all these.

i dunno why does it happen.

i dunno who the hell i am.


so helpless, so vulnerable.

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anyone could pull me up from the trap.
pull me back from falling.

please.

it's suffocating, i'm struggling.

来这里都一个月了。原来时间真的过得很快很快。

以前总是向往出走。后来就真的出走了。这种过程，感受的起承转合历历在目。

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我们都在一个平衡杆上。选择了什么样的生活，就同时舍弃了些什么。



很多人应该都欣赏游子的潇洒，一个人的勇敢。



亲自体验这个过程吧；）

Notable day

So I finally had an emotional and health breakdown, from fever to tears.

and gratefully bounce back within a day.

It's always good to give yourself a halt, uncover the inner you, reflect, and find yourself again.

Glad I went through this process within the first week.

and as Dr. John Stiles suggest : "What do I want to learn?" "Who am I?" are always lifetime essential question. First week is almost gone, and how would you fully utilize the remaining 3 weeks?

Glad to have the reminder at this point of time. Getting my foot back on the ground, ready to take a leapfrog, and bounce high.

Here I am, getting back on track. and could be even better.

撞板，成长

离开家的日子，自己的表现/成绩单完完全全是反映着自己的effort.
没了最亲爱的家人朋友在身边，you are what you do.

是考验独立自主的时候。

来到这里感觉自己原来特别特别的渺小，从生活小事，个人成就，沟通和交际能力，知识和眼界，世界观。

嗯，当然要调整自己，给自己一点时间接受，沉淀，再蜕变。

没关系，始终相信成长是快乐的。

一定可以的 :)

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勿忘初衷，把被子倒空；
归零，从新开始。

I believe in the end, growth is exciting with the unexpected challenges as well as experience, and hence endless learning through own faith and courage.

看着时光飞逝

这次，到我启程了。