Do you know how extreme a week could be?

Sunday : Mom's papa passed away
Wednesday : Grandpa's funeral
Thursday : Mom's birthday
Friday : First anniversary of dad's papa death
Monday : Dad's birthday

and that, summarizes life well : birth and death. union and separation.

but there is something in between.

笨猪跳

还清楚记得在升降机把自己送到最高处的时候

恐惧的升华，小腿的僵硬，心跳的加速，冒冷汗

这些生理反应都一一浮现

在临界点的害怕更是到极点

重点是你知道自己没有退路，除了前进。

终于一跃而出，双脚踏空的时候

头领着身体往下坠

肾上腺素的冲击

拼命的呐喊

后期反而还欣赏风景呢

到最后弹跳完毕

稍微的心有余悸

但主要是对此壮举 依然兴奋不已

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你会发现 - 其实在生活中，遇到多大的挑战都好，怎么压力害怕也罢

只要踏出第一步去面对，事情其实就仅此而已。

很多时候的胆怯，其实是自己给自己罩住的影子。

勇敢的去吧。

拥抱后放开影子，面对挑战，迎接全新的自己 :)

hurt · pain

i dunno who to talk to.

i dunno what are all these.

i dunno why does it happen.

i dunno who the hell i am.


so helpless, so vulnerable.

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anyone could pull me up from the trap.
pull me back from falling.

please.

it's suffocating, i'm struggling.

来这里都一个月了。原来时间真的过得很快很快。

以前总是向往出走。后来就真的出走了。这种过程，感受的起承转合历历在目。

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我们都在一个平衡杆上。选择了什么样的生活，就同时舍弃了些什么。



很多人应该都欣赏游子的潇洒，一个人的勇敢。



亲自体验这个过程吧；）

Notable day

So I finally had an emotional and health breakdown, from fever to tears.

and gratefully bounce back within a day.

It's always good to give yourself a halt, uncover the inner you, reflect, and find yourself again.

Glad I went through this process within the first week.

and as Dr. John Stiles suggest : "What do I want to learn?" "Who am I?" are always lifetime essential question. First week is almost gone, and how would you fully utilize the remaining 3 weeks?

Glad to have the reminder at this point of time. Getting my foot back on the ground, ready to take a leapfrog, and bounce high.

Here I am, getting back on track. and could be even better.