Saturday, December 3, 2011




Do you know how extreme a week could be?

Sunday : Mom's papa passed away
Wednesday : Grandpa's funeral
Thursday : Mom's birthday
Friday : First anniversary of dad's papa death
Monday : Dad's birthday

and that, summarizes life well : birth and death. union and separation.

but there is something in between.


Monday, November 21, 2011

笨猪跳


还清楚记得在升降机把自己送到最高处的时候
恐惧的升华,小腿的僵硬,心跳的加速,冒冷汗
这些生理反应都一一浮现

在临界点的害怕更是到极点

重点是你知道自己没有退路,除了前进。


终于一跃而出,双脚踏空的时候
头领着身体往下坠
肾上腺素的冲击
拼命的呐喊

后期反而还欣赏风景呢

到最后弹跳完毕
稍微的心有余悸
但主要是对此壮举 依然兴奋不已

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你会发现 - 其实在生活中,遇到多大的挑战都好,怎么压力害怕也罢
只要踏出第一步去面对,事情其实就仅此而已。

很多时候的胆怯,其实是自己给自己罩住的影子。

勇敢的去吧。
拥抱后放开影子,面对挑战,迎接全新的自己 :)

Saturday, September 24, 2011

hurt · pain

i dunno who to talk to.

i dunno what are all these.

i dunno why does it happen.

i dunno who the hell i am.


so helpless, so vulnerable.

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anyone could pull me up from the trap.
pull me back from falling.

please.

it's suffocating, i'm struggling.

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

来这里都一个月了。原来时间真的过得很快很快。

以前总是向往出走。后来就真的出走了。这种过程,感受的起承转合历历在目。

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我们都在一个平衡杆上。选择了什么样的生活,就同时舍弃了些什么。



很多人应该都欣赏游子的潇洒,一个人的勇敢。



亲自体验这个过程吧;)

Friday, July 8, 2011

Notable day

So I finally had an emotional and health breakdown, from fever to tears.

and gratefully bounce back within a day.

It's always good to give yourself a halt, uncover the inner you, reflect, and find yourself again.

Glad I went through this process within the first week.

and as Dr. John Stiles suggest : "What do I want to learn?" "Who am I?" are always lifetime essential question. First week is almost gone, and how would you fully utilize the remaining 3 weeks?

Glad to have the reminder at this point of time. Getting my foot back on the ground, ready to take a leapfrog, and bounce high.

Here I am, getting back on track. and could be even better.